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About Me Member Experimental Photographer Skylar17/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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irrelevant

Wed Oct 7, 2009, 6:14 PM
It's always nice when someone says they miss you,
it means that they miss your company, they care about you
(especially when they saw you less than 24 hours ago)




its always sad when you thought you had a friend that "cares" about you so much,
but doesn't seem to care that much, if they never make an effort to hang out with you, or even just even, see how you have been doing.
sometimes i think I might actually care a little more than some people, or maybe I just value them more.

it always nice to have those friends, that do care, because it shows you how lucky you are to have such amazing people in your life.

when does this all end, when do i feel completely satisfied with my life,
maybe satisfaction comes with the acceptance that nothing or nobody will live up to what i need

or maybe that satisfaction will come when i have no needs
when i have no expectations

or maybe i just need to be fully satisfied with those great people that i do have, even if its only a few, and let the rest go,


when will i stop being jealous of those people that take people away from me
when those people care half as much as i do,

why does this sound like a competition when it shouldn't be







and lastly why am i rambling on about irrelevant things to people that don't care, or have nothing to do with them
that won't change their thoughts
or make any impact on them


this is useless but at least i feel like i got it out of me,






maybe, that is untill all these thoughts come back to me


  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: zero 7
  • Drinking: water

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  • Current Residence: USA
  • Interests: Art, Photography, Music
  • Favourite genre of music: I Enjoy Everything
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  • Personal Quote: There is not any memory with less satisfaction than the memory of some temptation we resisted
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:iconsteezburger:
that is awesome! i live in eugene too.

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:iconskyylar:
Wow what a small world,

that's cool, i love Eugene,

Although i want to travel the world, and eventually move after i graduate.
:iconsteezburger:
i agree completely. i'm just waiting to find something worth leaving for. perhaps i'll see you around sometime...

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:iconskyylar:
Yes definitely,
Perhaps you will! So are you going to LCC or U OF O or anything?
:iconsteezburger:
No, I am not going to college currently for the fact that I am probably moving to live in Utah for a few months with my friend sometime during late winter.

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:iconsteezburger:
i like your pictures.

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:iconhengki24:
Thanks for your support.

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